sorry reader,,, im back again... this few days have really been downfall for me. why? just look at the list..

1) Friend's dad passed away due to heart attack
2) Friend pondering over lost love
3) Brother getting sick

this three thing alreadz make me realize why love in the world had created hatred and misery.

my heart was felling from a ceil after hearing the news of my friend's dad. i mean he has been healthy all this while n no sickness nor illness. its really a shock to me coz cik hasam onli 61 years old! gosp it man,, as a friend the most i could do is to comfort him n visit him whenever i could. hopefully, with god's will he will pull thru this broken heart period.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:53 PM

helloooo ppl... im back from my holiday.... hahahahahaahahaz...

its been a week and two days n i will be leaving my company.... izzit it a good thing!!! hahahaahzz i ought to say good luck to the new accountant... coz as u ppl noe,,, my job is so hectic..

ok nth much to say,,, jus wanna tell my good friend to be strong ya... i noe its hard but im sure u will be able to pull thru this dilemma period... Kanbate bak kua!!! (U noe who i am refering to dude!) hahahahahazz...

ok stop teasing u..

see ya

Shah

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 2:27 PM

i noe it is the second time im blogging today.... the result why i wanna blog now is regarding my work... U noe i have been working in this XXX company for 7 months n i have been getting craps n shits from the management level people.

For your information,,, i am in executive position (Account Executive) n im treated like a maid or even a dog there... my pay is so much little compare to e other executive level people. n im doing so much load in oneday... whenever i go home,,, i feel so lathargic n exhausted that i need to take a 2 hours nap everyday... im treated like a robot... as u ppl noe,,, im handling full set of accounts (AR, AP, GL) n things have to be done when coming to due date. so everyday i was rushing things out n just stare e computer e whole...

What worst is that whenever my Finance Manager is not happy wif my performance, she will complaint to all the stuffs esp HR Manager.. Im so tired to listen to so many negetive comments about me... Whenever my FM ask me to do something,, i will get reprimanded from others managers. i have been playing as a middle man role since the day i work.. Like yesterday,,, i was treated so badly tat i hv to sit on a small table n without a PC to use... simply bçoz i let my place to my newly appointed account excecutive n account assistant.... haizzz,,, i didnt tell anyone about my job simply coz i do nt wan my brothers to worry about me....

I have been u noe ëverything OK guy.... so everything ok... haizzz im so not okay now... Thank god tat i alreadz leaving e company in one week time...

See ya

Shah

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:50 AM

Hi readers,,, today im so inspire and n tinking wad is my career in future time.... so surprisingly,,,, i have thought of working in the hospital at a management level... coool rite!!! hahahahazz.... coz i find that nurse n doctor r e most bevelonence ppl on earth... just wanna experience wad life is in the hospital... HR manager? Leisure n Recreation Manager? Adminstrative Manager? or Executive Assitant - CEO????

i tink i must crazy thinking so much things...... now i just wan to earn more money n study hard in my poly life.....

till here..

Shah

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:28 AM

hellooo guys,,, im back.... after a 2 days break.....

finally i got a sit n a computer to use in my office... its so bored still.... haizzz....

will update u guys more...

see ya...

shah

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:06 AM

hellooo readers.. i noe its late at night i supposed to be in my lalaland but i just cant sleep due to so many things running in my mind...

1. Playing of Flute
i found myself recently that my playing has been quite bad. i guess is due to lack of practices... i cant get back my usual tone i had last time... i guess i realli have to look into my playing n do smth about it...

2. Expenses
My expenses for each week has gone realli high!!! Oh gosp,,, i realli have to be careful on wad i spent on next time... if not,,, my NETS n Credit card will be confiscated again which i do not wan it to happen... Nightmare for me thou.

3. New School, New Environment
i guess i had mention in my previous post that it's a question mark for me to adapt to the new environment in Republic Poly. Its a finger cross for me to start new term, school, environment n spectrum...

4. Work
I have been going to work doing nothing, simply b'coz i have handover all my job list.. I just feel veri redandunt there... haizzz so pathetic right.... sad!

I realli hope i wont get affected by this problem....

See u soon readers...

Shah

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:12 PM

hellooo readers,,, today is such a hot day... so hot!!! my gosp....

to here are my resolution for year 2007:

-get myself a better hair colour n shape (chocolate colour with golden hightlight)
-better fashion clothes
-get all neccessities
-ance free skin
-bigger n mascular body
-dark skin color
-save more money to go for a trip

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:07 AM

hellooo readers,,, im back from a wedding dinner...
can u imagine my cousins got married at the age of 19???!!! oh gosp,,, tats so ridiculous.... phew... simply b'coz his 'wife to be' is pregnant....

gosp man... ok today went with shirley to RP for enrolment.... ok lah so many ppl...

then meet nazreen to pass my O level stuff to him....

thats all readerss...

see ya...

shah

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 12:20 AM

helloooo readers!!! hahahahazzzz im back n so surprisely i blog so early eh!!??? Coz im in the office.. currently my office (admin, HR, Finance) has move to Ang Mo Kio as a sub office due to the lack of office space in e hotel... hahahahaahz.. im so happy that i jus has to wake up late n come down to AMK for onli 30 minutes.. isnt it a good things??? hahahahahahazzz.

After i leave this company,,, my boss is actually organizing a farewell party for me n a sum of money to give it to me as a token of appreciation... i donnoe how much is the amount but will see then...

so many things r jus wondering in my mind... What i need to get is:
-Protec Flute Case
-Spectacles
-2 Jeans
-1 short pant
-1 polo T-shirt + 1 normal T-shirt
-Watch
-Shoes
-Sketer Bag

so greedy ah wan so many things.. hahahahazz...

see u then readers.....

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:14 AM